man, I have pretty much everything I have ever desired and in some areas even way, way more... When you have something, what you value the most and when you are trying to give that something to others and they could not care less? Man, that is a strange feeling... I wondered many times: is everything ok with me? Am I crazy and the vast majority normal? Well, after testing myself very thoroughly, I can say I am not normal in a not normal society ;) And I am satisfied and grateful to him, who gave me so much directly or through other people.
Hopefully here and there will still be or is a person, blessed in a similar way as I was and am.